i miss you. the only reason i have this anymore is to read everyones updates. im sorry. id rather just tell you stuff in person then write it on livejournal. but KB i never see you in the summer so LJ is so fab for our friendship cos i keep updated without actually calling you, cos i know you hate calling people and so do i. this is easy. so thanks for all the updates!
ummmmm my life? is good. i love life. i cant believe how busy i've been since getting back from camp... my life could not be going any better... or wait yes it could. I COULD HANG OUT WITH PEOPLE I NEVER SEE
i love life

I hate having to figure stuff out in life. I would rather everything already be figured out and no decision making would have to take place. WHY can't someone make my mind up for me?



p.s. kelsey if you read this before tomorrow. I DID YOUR CD!

"Ryley knows this kinda stuff, you want to know why? Her dad is an uncle!"

hahahhahahah i didnt mean to say that


p.s. WHY THE FUCK ISNT HE ONLINE?! WHERE COULD HE BE. I THOUGHT HE HAD NO LIFE

guesss whoooo....

"Hahahaha. Drug him and take him twice! Thats 18 seconds of awkward steamy fish sex!"
best quote of the weekend from kelsey savage

so i never update. im sorrry much?




IM SO EXCITED FOR LES MIS.

so thursday night i went to queen. it was amazing. but i wasnt in the mood. but i tried to be and it was still amazing.
friday morning & all day= went to galiano for ryley's birthday party. that was REALLY amazing. so much fun. i love galiano. i love the feel of it. its just so chill and hippie. if i dont live in a big city i'm living in a hippie town. her party was so chill we didn't do anything amazing but it was still amazing. we just sat and played music and played games. went for a walk down to the beach and walked back. i love galiano. besides the fact it reminds me of film school, its amazing.
saturday untill 6= stayed in galiano and then came home on the ferry. haha amazing ferry ride.
saturday night= went to kristen's bday party. i had no alc but we stole some from kristen haha shhh dont tell her she still doesnt know. it was only like a beer so i was just tipsy. it was fun though, untill it wasnt anymore so i left.
sunday all day= did nothing. downloaded music, spent the whole day on the computer. my form of relaxing. i dont relax very well though cos i hate not doing anything. sunday night was dinner with fam. that was fun. i straightened my cousins hair. it was funny.
today= took pics of kristina at the studio. i love being in the studio. but i hate not dancing. now im just hanging out i think i might go call KB. "hey KB, its OD"

its been four days of not dancing. the most ive ever gone this year i think was 2, and thats on the weekends (except for xmas and spring break). i cant wait for dance to niiiiight. ugh i hate home much i love dance. but i love it at the same time of course.

[afraid to stop got your heart in a headlock] says:
MY NAME IS HARRISS I SHOULD CUT MY WRISTS
[afraid to stop got your heart in a headlock] says:
AND LOOK ATTRACTIVE WHILE DOING IT
[afraid to stop got your heart in a headlock] says:
AND HAVE A FAN CLUB
[afraid to stop got your heart in a headlock] says:
I WOULD SO TAP... I MEAN JOIN THAT

damn straight

p.s. thanks kb for the lesson on image posting

so it's been two weeks. and SPRING BREAK
lalalalaaaaa
i love doing nothing.
and i loveddd our cranium party. haha sorry you had to miss it kayleigh.
my brain was so mush before the break. so mush. even in dance all i did was move my body and no real thinking at all was involved. which might not seem like much, but it is a big sign that im pooooooped.
and right now i dont really want to go back to dancing 5 days a week, but since i know its coming IM STOKED. im so happy i get to dance tomorrow for 4 hours. im such a weiiiirdo.
im not looking forward to school though. at all. i stil havnt read dorian gray. WHAT AM I THINKING?! or not thinking i guess. i had two extra weeks to read that book. and i didnt. SHIT
and i'm not looking forward to mr reindel forcing that STUPID SHIT down my throat again. i miss mr murphy in chemistry.

word out. im going to start writing in this more I PROMISE
but to tell you the truth i like a real journal better, where no one can read what im writing. and i dont even write in that EVER

So i love that all this week all i could think of was today, the day i would have no more responsiblities for 2 whole weeks.
i was so worried about not having read dorian gray for english. and then today when the bell rang to get out of english i knew i was done. IM DONE for two weeks. whaaaaaaat am i going to do with myself for two whole weeks? i will tell you
i get to see SALLY and RYLEY soon, like sunday. holy shit its been so long. i miss sally so much.
and then im going to seattle. and all im going to do is shop. with my 5 dollars in my bank account.
and then its sasha's show. SO FUCKING STOKED FOR THAT.

but i havnt gotten a full nights sleep since... atleast 3 weeks. but tomorrow im just going to sleep and sleep and read a bit maybe and watch tv. my first relaxed day in a lonnngg time. i feel like this is going to be my time to catch up on life before the last final stretch of school before SUMMER and GRADE 12!

today in hip hop sasha called me out and said i get to do something special. my heart skipped a beat, literly. just hearing him say my name made me melt. yayyy! i love him

ha and i love how i got to go for ice cream with lindsay and that other girl in jazz today. and i love that lindsay loves me so much.

and in tap me and victoria just joke the entire time. and sahsa thinks we are crazy. but i dont mind.

that was my dance day in 3 lines.


hmmmmm what else?

o, i love that i have a new *crush*
NEW! and not sasha... but he will always be number one


WHO is reading this? SERIOUSLY?!